Fuck me...

So much for day 2 and doing good nd not having the urge!! Like I said not having money was the thing that was helping hold me were I need to be. At home going on day 3. But no instead im in my way from cincy to meet my baby daddy ha so funny nd on my way to yet again cross my line nd romance the needle yet again. I see me sliding down a very bad slippery slope with this yet my buddy H keeps telling me it'll all be fine just soon as I get it in me. Fuck fuck fuck. I hate myself. At least for now. Well time to go. Ill probly write again later.